Monthly Archives: December 2011

The last time…

I believe this is my last Christmas. No offense to my Christian or secular friends who celebrate it and I will not give up the practice of celebrating with my family but I believe this is the last year I … Continue reading

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If I could again close my eyes

Thoughts of faith and religion have played heavy in my head lately. Yesterday I read that Hassidic rapper extraordinaire Matisyahu shaved his beard. This is unheard of in the Hassidic community but I felt it admirable that he is willing … Continue reading

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How to Disappear Completely

Last night, after sobbing for hours, How to Disappear Completely by Radiohead was the only thing that finally let me pass out. True, I woke up in serious pain, feeling as though someone had sat on my chest for an … Continue reading

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Slowly sinking

I have lost my words. I truly feel as though they have escaped me because I have arrived at a place where I do not believe I have something of worth to offer. You may ask, then why are you … Continue reading

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